music

Musical Memories

Few things bring up as many memories, immerse one so fully in the past, as listening after many years to music that once formed the center of your orbit when young, music that you know ever nuance, ever breath of the vocalist, every small detail that at first went unnoticed. Paul Simon’s Rhythm of the Saints is one such album for me. It was the regular soundtrack of my college years, an album I listened to so frequently that had it been on cassette instead of CD, I certainly would have worn it out.

I received the album as part of the introductory twelve-CDs-for-a-penny package from Columbia House, the now-defunct mail-order music club that was one of the many casualty of streaming services. I must have joined the club, bought the requisite CDs, quit, and rejoined half a dozen times, and Rhythm was one of the selections I chose on the basis of liking the artist but knowing nothing about the album. It captivated me from the first instant, from the first moment of the first song, “The Obvious Child.”

Ciocia M came for an afternoon visit

Every element of every song captivated me: the tones of the guitars, the rhythms of the percussion, the lyrics, the arrangements, the paradoxical diversity and continuity of all the songs. It was an album that I could immediately replay after finishing it, using it as an endless loop for the soundtrack of just about any activity.

I don’t know the last time I listened to Rhythm, but while driving to CYS rehearsal this afternoon, E and I were listening to You’ll Hear It, a podcast that explores albums in depth, one album per episode. After the Boy went into rehearsal, I sat for a moment scrolling through the episodes to find some interesting ones for future trips, and I noticed they have an episode on Still Crazy After All These Years. As I sat waiting for the Boy, I decided to listen to Still Crazy. My thoughts turned to the role Simon’s music has played through my life and I remembered Rhythm and switched to it immediately. It was like opening a portal to the past. Suddenly, I was in the print shop at my college printing covers for the literary magazine for which I was the editor my senior year. I only stayed there a second before landing in my car, driving back from class and singing along with Simon with abandon (but not much skill). Another moment and I was standing on the grassy oval that served as the hub of my college, handing the CD to a friend with a warning: “I need this back in a day or two.” Each song felt warm and inviting, like meeting with an old friend for the first time in years and finding we are just as close now as we were years ago despite the break.

Sunday Music

We’ve heard the piece so many times that we all find ourselves humming it throughout the week. E’s been working on his district- and region-band music with the hope of a state band callback. His work on the solo element has gone from halting and angular to smooth, melodic, and emotive. The tone is rounder, fuller. 

Walking to the car yesterday after the regional auditions, he explained where he thought he had messed up. He missed a scale the first time through—one of the easiest scales, he noted—and also fumbled a brief independent passage. Still, he said he felt better about the solo overall. Not bad, but not great.

He talked about the sight-reading portion, realizing too late that he should have practiced using only the thirty seconds allowed to preview the score before playing. “I should’ve done that sooner,” he said quietly as we pulled out of the parking lot. 

Morning sun

It’s a familiar truth—for all of us—but especially for him: anything short of perfection can feel like failure. In that way, he reminds me of L. She would come home upset after a test and proclaim that she had failed, only for us to find out later she’d made a 93. “That’s failing for me,” she’d say. With him, it’s not academics so much as music. As long as his grades are solid, he’s content—but with performance, with auditions, the standard is relentless.

Earlier this week, he talked about one of his motivations for pushing so hard: making first chair at the state level. L, after all, was a state champion three times. In her sophomore year, her school volleyball team won the state championship. In her senior year she finished first in the state in high jump, third in javelin. K assured him there was no need to measure himself against his sister, that this competition existed mostly in his own head. He explained he understood: whether he believed that or simply said it to ease our worries about the pressure he puts on himself, I’m not sure.

What became clear this week is just how hard he is on himself—harder than assessors and judges are on him. This week, we received notification that, for the spring season, he will be playing first chair trombone with the Carolina Youth Symphony. “But it’s only in the Repertory Orchestra,” he said. I expected the news to thrill him. Instead, he was quiet again, focused only on the fact that there are two levels of orchestra above his. To him, this felt like another shortcoming: first year out, and “only” Repertory.

After one rehearsal, his school band teacher—who also conducts with the youth symphony—pulled me aside. “One year,” he said with a smile. “He’s making great progress. He sounds great.” It’s good to hear others say what you already know about your child, even if he himself can’t quite hear or admit it yet.

Later this week, we’ll find out two important things. First, whether E made All-Region Band. I’m certain he did. The amount of practice he puts in was impressive—even to me, a non-trombone player, I can hear the difference. The second is whether he’ll receive a state callback, a chance to audition for All-State Band—the most competitive of all the ensembles he’s aiming for. We’re not a big state, but still: thousands of middle-school trombone players. We really don’t know what’s out there.

Morning work

Still, I love to watch him want it. I love that his teachers encourage him, that his private instructor remains enthusiastic, reminding him that this curve is steep and that mistakes are not failures. And I love, even in the quiet drive home after auditions, that the music is still there—rounder now, fuller—filling the house once again.

For Sale

The Boy’s interests in music are changing. He rarely plays guitar anymore, and the bass he got for his birthday a couple of years ago has sat untouched for well over a year. I would be pushing for him to continue playing if it weren’t for his complete obsession with trombone now. So until recently in his room, he had two trombones, two guitars, and a bass. It’s not a big room — it’s not a big house — and those instruments took up a lot of room. One guitar and the bass have to go, he decided.

As such, we’ve listed it.

Sunday Walk

The Boy has joined the Carolina Youth Symphony. Their mission, according to their site:

Our mission is to encourage artistic excellence in a nurturing environment by providing the highest quality orchestral training and performance opportunities to qualified musicians, grades K-12, and make participation possible through many financial aid and work study programs.

CYS Website

Auditions were in May, but since the Boy’s middle school band teacher is one of the conductors for the CYS, he pulled some strings and got the Boy an audition in September.

Practice is every Sunday from 1:15 to 2:45, and it takes place on the Furman University campus in the north of the city. It’s a private university with a lovely campus complete with a lake and its famous tower. So while E plays, I go for a walk.

K and the pup went with us today since she had the free time, and we went for a four-mile walk while the Boy rehearsed with about 50 other local kids.

Of late, the Boy has really become focused on his music. We have an hour-long private lesson for him every Tuesday, and he returns home from that lesson and plays for another half hour or so, usually on the back deck. He told me that someone once shouted “Good job!” at him when he finished playing.

Concert

We went for a little show in the Peace Center by Canadian Brass. They opened with Mozart,

played Coldplay,

some of Charlie Brown’s Christmas,

and ended with Frosty melting.

It was a good show.

Halloween Concert

I forgot to post this…

And given how I feel tonight, I just thought posting something positive was the way to go.

Beirut

I would have just had to see the album cover for Beirut’s 2006 debut album Gulag Orkestar to have known they would be something special.

As it was, I discovered the thanks to Spotify’s auto-curated playlist the app plays at the end of an album. Band of Horses’ debut Everything All the Time finished up and Spotify began picking songs based off that last selection. A song by Beirut came on, and it had my attention immediately. Accordion, Balkan-style brass, and a modern rhythmic sensibility. It piqued my interest to say the last. I dove in, choosing their second album based on the cover art itself:

“Cliquot” is a song of longing, a song of nostalgia, a song that is at once timeless and modern. “I didn’t know people made music like this anymore,” I thought when I first heard it, immediately listening to it again.

“Gallipoli” with its electronic opening sounds starkly different, and then the horns enter, and you start to notice a trend in Beirut’s music: brass plays the central. Cue the drums and you have a song that sounds completely different than “Cliquot” and yet strangely similar. The vocals enter, and you wonder if it’s not Morrissey singing.

So we’re on this journey into Beirut’s music together and you look at me and say, “I think we’ve found the common thread.” And I say, “Yes, but we haven’t heard the newest album, Hadsel from 2023.” The organ begins and sudden, it’s as if we’ve never heard Beirut before — totally different.

That angelic voice! Those harmonies! All weaving about the organ (a 19th-century organ in Norway). “This is a new side of Beirut,” you say.

And then the trumpet enters.

Lest one think one has cornered Beirut, there’s songs like “Fyodor Dormant,” which begins with an electronic intro that sounds more like eighties dance music before the horns come in, turning the relatively simple intro into a multi-layered Balkan dance tune.

It even has a drum machine! “A totally different Beirut!” I declare. You smile: you’ve given this a surreptitious listen before. You know — the trumpet is coming.

“East Harlem” is up next, and we’re in familiar territory: a squeeze box introduction. And suddenly there’s piano playing eighth-notes as rhythm. It’s a different side. A lighter side. And then the trumpet enters followed by the other brass instruments, and everything changes. Back to a new same old Beirut.

But where is that pure Balkan-flavored music we got a taste of with “Cliquot”? “Let’s go back to the debut album,” you suggest, and there it is.

“I wonder what Beirut would sound like trying to create a pop so with a catchy music video to go along with it,” you muse. Sounds impossible after “Prenzlauerber,” but if we’ve learned anything about Beirut it’s that nothing is impossible. Cue: “No No No.”

And finally, perhaps their finest moment to date: “Arctic Forest.” That music can be so calming, so beautiful, and yet have a beat that renders some kind of movement irresistible — even if you don’t have a dancing bone in your body — is a miracle itself. Add to that the gorgeous arrangement that seems to build but never overwhelm, and you have one of the most perfect songs ever created.

Beirut has been making music for over fifteen years now, and we’ve only now discovered this treasure. It could be worse: we might never have met with this perfection.

In short, the most original and creative musician currently working.

Weezer

First (and maybe only) full family concert.

Band concert

Here’s a video of the Boy’s spring band concert.

Thursday

I’ve been trying to get the deck finished for what seems like an eternity, but it keeps raining. I thought I had a window this morning, but just as I stepped outside, it began drizzling.

I turned my attention to the kitchen sink instead. We’ve long needed to rip out the old silicon and replace it, but I couldn’t find any black silicon. Then I realized it wasn’t actually supposed to be black…

In the afternoon, I took a chance and finished the deck. Normally, that late in the day, putting water-proofing on the deck is a terrible idea. It doesn’t soak into the wood; it cooks on the surface and then gets sticky. I figured, though, that since I only had to do verticle parts of the railing, the freshly-sealed surfaces wouldn’t actually be getting in direct, 90-degree sun exposure. And also, if it does turn sticky, who’ll ever know? It’s not like you’re going to walk on it.

In the evening, we (minus L, who had volleyball practice followed by track practice) went to a local university for Music By The Lake. A local youth orchestra was performing, and to our admittedly-slight surprise, we discovered Mr. K, E’s band teacher (and favorite teacher), runs the whole program.

Clover was just excited to get out of the house.

Band Competition

The Boy’s school band went to a local amusement park (outside Charlotte — I guess “local” is relative) for a band competition. All three bands (sixth-, seventh-, and eighth-grade bands) got superior ratings.