In preparation for All Saints’ Day, Poles clean graves.



In preparation for All Saints’ Day, Poles clean graves.




To begin with, Lee Clark has been having โvisionsโ and โmessagesโ1 that this fits into nicely. Of course all his ranting and raving about the โchem-trailsโ heโs been seeing above Las Vegas doesnโt really fit in well, because he thought the attack on America would come from the United Nations.
On the other hand, Garner Ted Armstrong is following in his fatherโs footsteps nicely โ poor writing, an overwhelming sense of self-importance, and totally belittling treatment of anyone with a different opinion.
To begin with, Armstrong doesnโt really have a firm grasp of basic English grammar, including parts of speech: โAdjectives cannot describe what I saw; what I felt. Outrage. Anger. Rage. Shock. Pity.โ Itโs funny that thereโs not a single adjective in his list. Itโs not that he started out with a list of adjectives and accidentally switched to nouns. He used nouns from the beginning and called them by another name.
I wonโt provide documentation for Armstrongโs sense of self-importance because itโs in abundance at his website (http://www.gtaea.org) and I just donโt want to wade through his inept writing to find it all again.
Finally, in discussing international reaction to Americaโs bombing campaign, he refers to an โempty-headed young ladyโ and later refers generally to โthick-headedโ people. Sounds like Herbert.
Finally, there was this proposed solution to the problem of America setting up a โpuppet governmentโ in Afghanistan when itโs all over (a claim he provided from one of the โthick-headedโ folks protesting the attacks, not his own):
What should be done is this: Say to the neighbors surrounding the forbidding mountain wastes of Afghanistan that each of them are hereby offered a share of the pie. Say to the Iranians, Turkmenis, Tadzhikis, Uzbekis and Pakistanis that each can occupy a portion of what was Afghanistan in return for the following quid pro quo:
(1) They will immediately cease all research and development of weapons of mass destruction, and sign a 100-year pact agreeing never to seek such weapons, including permission for open inspections by the international community.
(2) Iran and Pakistan will dismantle and destroy any nuclear facilities, and destroy all stockpiles of chemical or biological agents.
(3) Each country will declare war against terrorism; will arrest and hold for trial any and all terrorists or their supporters.
(4) Each country will guarantee human rights, free access to education, free speech, free expression of religion, and will grant to women the right to vote, and, horror of all horrors, even to walk about in public with their faces showing.
(5) Each country will sign a peace treaty with Israel, and guarantee Israelโs right to exist.
Following the dismantlement of the Ottoman Turkish empire after World War 1, many “nations” were created in the Middle East. Following the gradual disintegration of the worldโs major colonial empires of Britain, France, Germany, Holland, Spain and Portugal, many other nations were created. Nations such as the “Anglo-Egyptian Sudan” became Sudan; “Trans-Jordan” became the “Hashemite Kingdom of Jordan;” Yugoslavia was pieced together from a collection of several ethnic groups, as were nations in the rest of the Balkans. Czechoslovakia was pieced together from the Austro-Hungarian empire, and has since divided into the Czech Republic and Slovenia. There is plenty of precedent for big powers to partition, absorb, or divide up conquered territories. It has taken place virtually from the beginning of time. Clearly, the beleaguered, war-weary, exploited peoples of Afghanistan deserve something better than the governments which have suppressed them for the past many decades.
Heโs basically suggesting a partition of Afghanistan. โItโs been done before!โ was his justification. Yes, and it always works wonders.
This, though, is a perfect example of the ethnocentrism, racism, and imperial/colonial apology/worship that seems to run in the Armstrong family. One can clearly see, for example, what happened to all the nations of Africa once they got their independence from the โoppressiveโ rule of Great Britain โ so goes their argument. And here it is again โ whatever the great Anglo-Israelite American government decides would ultimately be best for Afghanistan, no matter what they think. See, backward races like that simply donโt know whatโs good for them. They donโt know how good they in fact have it. Such racist ignorance.
Armstrong also appropriates this as proof of his prophetic acumen. He doesnโt say that he predicted this or any such nonsense, but simply he knew something catastrophic was going to happen. โAll of you who are a part of this work of the Watchman, are most probably, just like me, shocked at this โ but you are not surprised!โ
Giving credit where it is due, he did say something similar about a month earlier (or so he claims).
Something has just been brought to my attention. On the 18th of August I was speaking before a group in Lexington, Kentucky. At one point I was recounting the time Jesus was talking to the disciples about the temple and how “the days will come, in the which there shall not be left one stone upon another, that shall not be thrown down (Luke 21:6, Mat. 24:2, Mark 13:2).” I then went on to describe what this would be like for us in the “here and now”. I then stated. . .
“That would be tatamount [sic] to saying; driving down Wall Street in New York, you are going to see the day when it is a pile of rubble. There will not be the Twin Trade Towers, there will not be the Chrysler building; there will not be the Empire State Building. . .. . .. . ..it will be ground level.”
An astounding analogy, given the events of the past week!
The only problem with that is that this was an analogy to what was to happen in Jerusalem, not a prophecy of what was going to happen in New York. And amazingly he even comes close to admitting that, saying it was โan astounding analogy.โ And giving himself a nice pat on the back at the same time.
Finally, Armstrong has an article entitled, โ50 Years of Warning!โ in which he praises his tireless efforts over the last forty-two years2 to warn the world. No mention of the fact that there has always been a tendency to say, โItโs coming in the next x to y years!โ and then when the given date comes and goes, itโs just reformulated. Silly men.
1 I think indicates that heโs in some serious need for some psychiatric help. We often say, โThis guy needs help,โ but donโt really mean it. This time, I honestly do believe he needs some time with a psychologist or psychiatrist. Heโs hearing voices, which of course heโs interpreting as being from God, and heโs having rather โvividโ dreams, which naturally is also from God, but probably is probably just the effects of his hyper-imagination. The voices, though, I donโt believe would be the product of such an overactive imagination.
2 Strangely he begins the article, โFor 42 years, I have continually warned.โ I guess he decided to round up because โ50 Years of Warningโ sounds better than both โ40 Years of Warningโ and โ42 Years of Warningโ
It has been an interesting day. A brief timeline beginning with yesterday afternoon will suffice, I believe, to show how singular it was. (All times are, of course, approximate.)

2:19 PM Yesterday: As I was walking back to the teachersโ room to return 4aโs dziennik and get 3cโs, a few girls from 4c approached me asking me if I wanted to (or rather, was willing) to go on a wycieczka with them. The proposed trip included a hike up Babia Gรณra, the thought of which alone set my knees hurting. I told them Iโd think about it and let them know the next day. โMusimy wiedziฤ dziejsiaj!โ they said. I told them to wait while I went into the teachersโ room. There I talked to Sojka about it, and he said it wouldnโt be a problem if I went, but he also told me he wasnโt sure whether there would even be a trip. He said Bogdan was the one figuring everything out and that if we went, heโd be the kerownik. I went back outside only to discover they were going into class. I told them Iโd let them know after that class.

3:07 PM I told the girls I would be willing to go with them, though I was thinking that Iโd regret it. Theyโd promised that we wouldnโt be doing any serious climbing, so I thought my dziadek knees could handle it.
5:03 PM At the teachersโ party (courtesy the gmina), I asked Sojka what the deal was. He said he still didnโt know, but suggested I just come by the school around 7:30 or 7:45 the next morning and see.
6:45 AM I woke up a little later than usual, but I knew when I got up to go to the restroom that my dziadek knees couldnโt handle a trip up Babia.
7:43 AM I walk into the teachersโ room only to see that no one is there but the biology teacher. She asked me why I was there so early, and walking over to my little cupboard, I lied and said I just had to get a book. I really didnโt feel up to explaining everything in Polish.

8:30 AM I headed back to the school to discover that a) Mirek Smoleล was, in fact, the kerownik; b) we were going to the skansen in Zubrzyca instead of a hike up Babia (music to my knees); and, c) we were leaving in half an hour.
9:13 AM We finally leave for the skansen.
11:00 AM The tour of the skansen over, we begin walking toward Babia on the road, heading to a then-unknown destination for an ognisko.
11:20 AM We arrive at the ognisko location โ the same place we had the Dzieล Nauczyciela teachersโ party my first year here, five years ago.

11:35 AM Deep into roasting my kieลbasa, Iโm interrupted by the elderly gentleman whoโd been preparing the fire. โCzy mogฤ prosiฤ pana?โ he asked, motioning outside. Leaving my camera on a shelf on the wall, I walked outside with him. When I emerged alone, he asked me to go get the โinne Pan,โ and my suspicions really began mounting. โWeโre going to drink vodka at eleven in the morning,โ I thought. When Mirek emerged, the gentleman led us to his small little hut where he kept keys to all the cabins and such and gave us tea with a healthy bit of rum in it. โThis is tolerable,โ I thought. Yet I also knew Iโd eaten only an apple and bowl of cornflakes in the last 18 hours (I didnโt really eat anything for dinner last night), so I knew it could be deadly.

12:22 PM Iโve almost finished my rum and tea โ Iโve got about a quarter of a mug left โ and the gentleman, when Iโm looking away, tops it off. With rum. So itโs about 80% rum and 20% tea. And itโs just a few minutes past noon. This is also roughly the time that Pani Cupiaล came in โ Marcin and Annaโs mother, the kindly woman who brought so much fish to C during studniรณka that last year. Sheโs really a great woman and I enjoy talking to her a lot. Sheโs one of those Poles (Mirek too) who speaks in such a way that somehow I manage to understand about 70-80% of what they say.

12:40 PM Mirek and I decide that we need to eat something to get from getting completely wasted while chaperoning a school trip. Just as weโre about to head out, a couple of students bring us the sausages we were roasting, and I knew weโd be spending the whole afternoon in that little hut.
12:45 PM Iโd mistakenly mentioned that I preferred beer to all other alcoholic beverages, and that I smoked (much to Mirekโs surprise) when I drank beer. Pani Cupiaล left the room for a little while, returning with a couple of beers and a pack of cigarettes. So Mirek and I drank a little more, discovering, after following the gentlemanโs1 lead, that fresh honey in beer is quite tasty.

1:08 PM Tomek and Tomek come to the door and ask if they can talk to me. I walked out, saw their faces, heard Tomek ลปโs first words, โMr. Scott, you know I really like you,โ and I just knew theyโd been fucking around with my camera and broken it. Much to my relief they just wanted cigarettes. โWe heard you smoke and we wanted to know if you have cigarettes.โ I told them no, and as they were leaving, said, โThis can just be a secret, right?โ

1:27 PM After finishing the beer, I was feeling woozy, but not too drunk. We were due to leave in half an hour so I thought, โOkay โ I did it. I survived without getting wasted.โ And then Pani Cupiaล brought two more beers. In the end Mirek and I compromised and shared one of them. Still, Iโd only eaten a small roll and a bit of sausage since my small breakfast, so my head was spinning fairly pleasantly.
2:00 PM We finally leave.

2:30 PM We finally arrive in Lipnica.
2:45 PM I go to the school to get some lunch, thinking, โWhew, this was close. Almost three. If Iโd been a little later I wouldnโt be able to get any lunch.โ Wrong. Theyโve changed their schedule, and lunch is no longer available after 2:30. So I went to the store, bought some stuff for sandwiches and went back home.

3:00 PM I sit down with my sandwiches and tea to watch BBC world.
3:45 PM I wake up and realize Iโd dozed off immediately after eating. I went upstairs and went to sleep.

6:30 PM I finally drag my lazy but no-longer-so-drunk ass out of bed.

And such was my wycieczka with 4c.
1 Through the whole afternoon we just called him โPan,โ so Iโve no idea what his name is.
More anthrax attacks. The most recent have been against Majority Leader Tom Daschle and New York governor George Pataki were both the target of attacks. In Daschleโs case, over twenty of his staff members have tested positive for anthrax exposure, though Iโm not sure about what became of the Pataki case. The anthrax used in the Daschle attack, though, was reportedly a highly pure, very potent form of anthrax, almost โweapon-gradeโ or something like that. This of course only highlights the simple fact that America is being attacked with technology (in the case of the World Trade Center attack, we can leave the word as it is, but as far as anthrax goes, I think itโs better to be couched in quotation marks) that America itself created.
Monday night I did indeed meet T in Quattro Monday night. We chatted for about two hours, I guess. Nothing major, but a comfortable evening nonetheless. I would like to see her more frequently in a way, but thereโs really nothing between us to justify that. I enjoy talking to her, and she seems to like talking to me, but we honestly donโt have that much to discuss. Strange.
Tuesday we had a teachersโ conference that, much to my surprise, lasted only an hour. The meeting itself, that is. Afterwards we went down the cafeteria for a lunch prepared by the studentsโ parents for Dzieล Nauczyciela. I had a surprisingly decent time. Nothing spectacular, but still I wasnโt bored out of my skull until the very end. Weโre supposed to have some other party this Monday, but I didnโt really get the drift of it โ why weโre having it, or even where weโre having it.
I tried to check my email at school today, but unfortunately I only ended up wasting about forty-five minutes because, of all pages, onet.pl wouldnโt load. โCannot find server.โ Stupid. So I tried uploading my new pictures. I could probably write down all the binary code, walk to France, buy a rowboat, row to America, walk to wherever the damn server is held, and manually enter all the info before Iโll be able to upload it. It just keeps freezing up. Stupid piece of shit. Iโm just going to post (if I can) a notice on my web page saying that I wonโt be able to update as often as Iโd like due to the simple fact that I havenโt really got an internet connection in the truest sense of the term.
As an experiment, I went to Yahoo games site to see if it would load (it did, but only halfway โ I couldnโt get to any of the actual games), and the following page popped up:
I guess thatโs probably one inevitable result of the attacks on America โ an increase in patriotism. Itโs strange that such an ad would appear at a games portal, but I guess itโs also not all that surprising: an effort to remind people even in their amusement that now is the time for great patriotism and all that.
On to other things. Israel has executed another โHamasโ leader. (I put that in quotes simply because I donโt know of any evidence thatโs been produced to show his guilt, and it certainly hasnโt been presented in a court of law.) The method of execution shows once again that Israel, in certain respects, is just as much a terrorist state as any of the โradical Islamicโ states such as Syria or Iran: it was death by car bombing. It wasnโt a suicide bombing, but it was still a car bombing. Just what Israel hates.
Wasting time waiting to check email was not the only bad thing today. Far from it. It seemed to be one disaster after another. The copier for the liceum is broken, so I had to go down to use the one in Jโs office. Of course when I went down there, the door was closed and the secretary said, โZajฤty!โ So because of some meeting I was unable to copy the necessary materials. I went back up to the teachersโ room to get the tape player only to discover that one of the other language teachers had taken it. Five language teachers (three German, two English) and we have one working tape player for the school. Outrageous. On the other hand, thatโs better than it was โ Mamo told me that there was a time in the 80s when there was a strike in Poland and the teachers didnโt have chalk. So I guess it could always be worse.
Classes themselves were fairly boring or even hellish until I got to 3a, quickly becoming my favorite class. I started out by saying, โAre you ready for your favorite lesson!?!โ and they all cheered, โYes!โ and so I went a silly step farther and added, โWith your favorite teacher?!โ And once again they responded similarly. And with each group today I had a good lesson.
I ate lunch today with the German teacher โ not Agata, but unfortunately I canโt remember her name. We had a nice chat, though. After lunch she said, โDziฤkujฤ, za miลa rozmowa,โ and I thought, โIt was quite nice.โ Perhaps Iโll have another colleague whom I could consider a friend. Someone else who might talk to me in the teachersโ room, bringing the total up to about three or four.
And lastly, tonight Iโm meeting T for a beer at Quattro. I went to the primary school during the long break at 10:35 and asked her if sheโd be willing. She didnโt even really think about it, it seemed to me. She just accepted immediately. I really donโt know if Iโm reading too much into this, but I canโt help but thing she might be interested (at most, just vaguely, surely) in me.
Before I forget โ last night, Kinga J. and I went to a photography exhibit in, of all places, Lipnica Maลa. It was an exhibit of Aneta Piโs (Marcin Pโs sister) work. It consisted of only about twenty-two eight-by-ten landscapes, but they were quite nice.
While there I talked to Marek A. He told me that if I got bored teaching in Lipnica that he could probably get me a job teaching in Krakรณw at a private language school. He said I could easily make 4,000 zลotych a month. That is certainly a tempting thought, and I might just take him up on it. On the way home, though, Kinga told me that his wife (her name escapes me at the moment) told her they were thinking about going to America, so that might not work out after all. But still, for a few moments I was imagining what it would be like to live in Krakรณw, and I found it quite an intoxicating daydream.
The wonders of human stupidity and hypocrisy continue. In the West Bank, an Israeli sniper killed a Palestinian man the Israeli claims was behind several terrorist attacks and was about to commit another. No trial; no evidence provided; no arrest; nothing. They just shot the man in his own home. Possibly in front of his children.
Now the question is this: does this constitute terrorism? Iโm not really sure how you can argue that it doesnโt. Execution without a trial โ thatโs pretty much what the five thousand plus in the World Trade Center received last month. They were found guilty (of what exactly, we donโt know, because the responsible party has not officially taken responsibility for the action, and as such has not tried to provide a justification for it) and summarily executed.
This kind of action is what people like bin Laden must have in mind when they say that Israel is a terrorist state. And yet will this fall prey to Americaโs โwar on terrorism?โ Certainly not, because America is a staunch backer of the Israeli state, though the reasons for this are most curious. A great deal of it is because of religious motivations โ conservative Christians believe that when the Jews rebuild the temple it will herald the second coming of Christ. So in a country that supposedly exercises the โseparation of church and stateโ we have a foreign policy largely informed by religious views.
Religion strikes once again.
More outbreaks of anthrax. A package mailed from Malaysia to Microsoft offices in Reno, Nevada, tested positive for anthrax. There was a plane emptied when a mysterious white powder was found in the lavatory and another emptied when a passenger seemed to be spraying a white powered โ it turned out to be confetti from a greeting card. So America is, to say the least, a little jumpy. And it also seems that I (and several others) were right in saying that the 11 September attacks were just the beginning.
There was a statement released by someone in the al Queeda group โ bin Ladenโs little group of likeminded fanatics โ who said essentially that the war on America was just beginning. He said that Britain and America would stuff more attacks because of the attack on Afghanistan, that the earth would shake beneath them. He also warned Muslims living in England and America to avoid air travel and tall buildings โ a statement which the western world is regarding as an admission for the attacks last month. I think that might be stretching it a bit, but it is certainly plausible.
Now, onto the events of my personal life. Last night, of course, I went to Quattro and I sat there listening to Marcin J. talk about how he has no future in Poland and it suddenly dawned on me that I have even less of a future here. I certainly donโt want to go back donโt want to go back to America at the moment, but I realize that thereโs really nothing here for me. I donโt regret having come back, but I also understand now that itโs probably just a one-year thing. Iโll have gotten it out of my system, so to speak. Iโll have shown myself that what everyone said was right. Thereโs nothing here for me.
More terror attacks in America, it seems. Since the 11 September attack there have been four cases of anthrax โ three in Florida and another one at the NBC studios in New York. There was another mysterious package mailed to a New York Times writer, but so far it has tested negative. Still, like the envelop to the NBC worker, it contained a strange powder and a threatening letter. Stupid โ weโre going to keep bombing Afghanistan, though. As if that will do any good.

I love the way everyone says, โThis is a different kind of conflict,โ but then they all go ahead and fight it the same way. โWe bomb the hell out of people โ thatโs all we know how to do,โ says the military. Of course we could do some covert CIA nonsense and perhaps create our next monster.

And thatโs essentially what weโve done. The shoulder-fired missiles that the Taliban will be firing at the helicopters that are bound to go into Afghanistan were supplied by the United States through the CIA when the Afghanis were doing something we liked: battling communism. Now theyโre doing something we donโt like, so of course the logical thing is to bomb the hell out of them. And hope they donโt shoot us down with their own missiles.

I went for a walk today in the fields behind the house. I headed toward Kotcie Zamek but I didnโt make it all the way in the end. At any rate, I was sitting there, listening to the tractors working in the fields in the distance and the cows mowing at me incessantly and it struck me how utterly different my life is from the lives of those poor people in Afghanistan. They havenโt know a momentโs peace for at least twenty years, and weโre just guaranteeing even more chaos. Iโm sure, since Americaโs โnot into nation building,โ weโll just pull out and let the power vacuum that ensues engulf the nation. And then weโll have to face a new batch of terrorists.

Maw-Maw died yesterday.
Hi Gary and Chhavi,
Mamasan is calling you Chhavi, but I didn’t know how to call you Gary, but Mawmaw died today at 2:12pm local time, Wednesday, October 10, 2001. She will be cremated and there will be a memorial service for her in Belair Methodist Church this Saturday, October 13. We will leave Friday morning for South Carolina to meet with family and friends.
Mom (Mamasan) and Uncle Nelson are taking it rather well โ they had 10 days to prepare for the inevitable โ but it was still not easy.
We will be around the house here until Friday morning with the usual going and coming throughout the day. We have to remove all of Mawmaw stuff some time within the next week or so.
If you can email me a phone number, or Chhavi, since you speak polish, maybe you could call before this email arrives to Gary. Lots to do. . .later. . .love you both. . .
In response, I wrote:
Mom and Dad,
I really don’t know what to say. I honestly wasn’t expecting this at all. You were saying there was a 50/50 chance, but I guess I read that as more like 70/30 or something. So I really don’t know what to say. I’m in a bit of shock, though from the message’s subject I got an ominous feeling.
I wish I could be there with everyone โ hugs and kisses should be flowing a plenty, and i wish i was there to give and receive them.
I hope you’re doing okay, Mom. I don’t know what else to say. Except that I love you, of course.
I’ll write more tomorrow. Give my love and sympathy to everyone.
It really did come as a surprise to me, and it makes me feel a little stupid for the email I sent recently, in which I expressed sympathy for Maw-Maw for about thirty words, then ranted and raved about the stupidity of American actions for another seven hundred. Dad hasnโt responded to that, and given the circumstances, I doubt he ever will. And I donโt know that I really want him to.
I lay in bed last night thinking of Maw-Mawโs expectations of her death, of what she anticipated to be afterwards. I donโt know that she ever really talked to anyone about it, but the general consensus seemed to be that she felt she would be punished for something she did. Of course everyone now is saying, โSheโs in heaven. Sheโs better off where she is now.โ Aunt Mae and Nelson, of course, are saying this, and I would say given the changes within the WCG, Mom is saying the same thing. Thereโs comfort in everyone saying the same thing, everyone comforting everyone else with similar words. Nowโs a good time for everyone to validate everyone elseโs worldview concerning death and what follows. I guess itโs also called sympathy.
At any rate, it got me to thinking that Maw-Maw, if she was still a Christian (and Iโm fairly certain she was โ I donโt think she cursed God or anything at the end of her life), and she was right (i.e., her beliefs about death after life were correct), she now knows that her faith was not misplaced. However, if sheโs wrong, she doesnโt know. Well, that only holds if she was wrong that there was death after life. If, of course, thereโs nothing after death, everyone is ultimately unaware of whether or not the worldview they had on earth was correct. Therefore, only theists get validation of their worldviews at death, and only if theyโre right. Further, if Iโm right in concurring that โwhen we die, we rot,โ Iโll never really know. Strange โ possibly one of the most important question/answers in life, and if I am right, Iโll never know if I was right.
Back to Maw-Mawโs death: Iโm sure Mom is taking this hard. Dad said that she was prepared for it, with ten days of expectation behind her, but she was probably like me โ not really believing the prognosis. Of course I didnโt see Maw-Maw personally, so that might have changed my views.
Sheโs probably the closest person to me personally to die in fifteen years, since Paw-Paw died about fifteen years ago. And sheโs not even that close to me, as I indicated earlier. I tried to put myself in Momโs position, and it was utterly inconceivable. Iโve no idea what that must be like, to lose your mother. Dadโs already been through it, so at least he has a good idea of the emotions Momโs feeling.
I talked to my folks for a while, obviously about two things primarily. First we of course talked about Maw-Maw1 and her death. It turns out that Mom, Dad, Nelson, and LaVerne were all there when she died. She was putting up a good fight until Mom whispered to her, โYou donโt have to fight, Mom.โ Dad told me about that and stopped short โ they were on speaker phone and Mom had started crying at that. Overall, though, Mom sounds in good spirits. She told me that earlier this year sheโd come to the opinion that Maw-Maw wouldnโt last through this year, and itโs seemed inevitable the last few days as well. Everyone has had time to prepare, I guess. It was strange, though, how Mom and Dad seemed to idealize the memory. It seemed positively idyllic, and I guess thatโs how people want to remember someoneโs last moments.
Kinga drove Mamo and me to Jabลonka early Saturday morning to catch the bus as it came form Chyลผne. We went straight from there to Nowy Targ where we picked up most of the rest of the group โ probably 40 in all. From Nowy Targ we went to Nidzica (the little town that has the castle Chhavi, Charles, and I visited that afternoon) and crossed the boarder into Slovakia there, though we didnโt actually stop at the castle. (I didnโt realize how close it was from the castle โ looking out across the dam, we were literally looking into Slovakia.) Once in Slovakia we stopped at the Mountain of Three Crowns, below which is a rather large abbey. We took a tour of it before heading to a castle that in some ways dwarfed the one in Nidzica, spending about two hours there. Finally we headed to a small town in Slovakia (the name of which escapes me โ Iโll have to talk to Mamo and fill in the details later). We went to a museum of Easter Orthodox icons (doesnโt that sound fun), then took a lunch break, walking around the town for a bit afterward before we left.
We stayed the night in Krynica, home of Kryniczanka Mineral Water, which Iโve bought several times. The whole town seems to be built around the mineral water there and itโs โcurative powers.โ You can go to a huge, 70โs-communist-design building and buy various varieties of mineral water, each with its own chemical composition (i.e., cations and anions) and each with its own special curative power.
The building itself โ the โwater barโ as itโs essentially called โ was a wonder, though. Sunday morning, when we took a walking tour of the city, I didnโt take any pictures of it (I consciously and purposefully left my cameras in the hotel room โ Iโm not sure why, but I think it was simply that I was tired of taking pictures), and words fail me in trying to explain how utterly cheesy the architecture of the place was. It was basically a long building with an entirely glass front and glass back, with a small garden inside. What made it so awful, though, was the โtrimโ so to speak. Iโm not going to try to explain it all, but take something from the Brady Bunch and mix it with any of the Stalinist architecture of Warszawa and youโve got the โwater bar,โ as itโs called.





Once we finally left Krynica, we drove to an old wooden church outside the town. Mass was finishing up and so we all waited outside for everyone to leave. I walked around taking pictures, including a few of the parishioners as they came out of the church.



When we finally entered the gated area and made our way to the door, the leader of the group told me not to โdo picturesโ inside.
At that point I had my huge Canon out, so I put it away and said, โOkay.โ But I thought, โThis is too good to pass up โ forbidden pictures?!โ so I took out my digital and took a few pictures of the place before heading into the church, holding it roughly it waste level, taking pictures all the time of course. Once inside, one of the altar boys saw me, and being the bright chap that he was, came over to me and said, in Polish of course, โPut the camera away or leave.โ Looking at him, I turned it off as he spoke, then showed him that it wasnโt even on. He insisted once again, and I complied, thinking the whole thing was a little amusing. Finally I left the church, and as I stood outside he came out and told me to open the camera and give him the film. I showed him the camera and said if he could find the film he could have it.

Anyway, he realized there was no film and simply said, โYou were asked not to take any pictures, but you did anyway. Please leave,โ pointing to the gate. In other words, donโt just exit the church, but leave the premises entirely. I smiled and said, โFine.โ Once I got on the bus I was sure that the leader of the tour was going to say something to me, but nothing happened.

What an asshole I was, I admit, but I was feeling a little frisky and rebellious. The whole idea of being forbidden to take pictures was just too much for me to resist, though. I can understand someone not wanting flash pictures to be taken, but pictures in general? It was an effort, I suppose, to uphold the sanctity of the place, and I just couldnโt let something like that stand unchallenged. The immature atheist in me said, โLetโs take a chance and tweak these peopleโs delusions of holiness and sacredness.โ It would have been really fun if I could have said something like, โOh, I talked to God and he said he didnโt mind.โ And of course really juvenile.
Iโm not quite sure why I felt like trampling on these peopleโs beliefs. Part of me says, โNo harm done,โ but itโs that kind of attitude that can lead to the anger that eventually consumes someone, as evidenced last month. Sacredness is really not something to be treated lightly, I suppose.
After that we went to an outdoor museum in Nowy Sฤ cz and spent over two hours there. It was certainly interesting, but not worth two hours. Still, I got a couple of really good pictures of an old bucket, as well as some nice shots of an old journal with spectacles on it.


When we finished there, we went to Stare Sฤ cz. Mamo and I visited her sister there while the rest of the group went to get lunch. We were supposed to meet at four and head to yet another abbey, but when Mamo and I made it back to the bus no one was there, and after a few moments we saw everyone returning. I guess the abbey wasnโt open โ mercifully.


We finally made it back to Jabลonka where we were going to try to catch a lift back to Lipnica, but fortunately there was a bus at 7:20 so that wasnโt necessary.
In what is shaping up to be an east-versus-west, worldwide conflict, it is not surprising that both sides have been spewing its share of rhetoricand propaganda. It is also not surprising how similar the propaganda has been. A point-by-point comparison of Bush’s post-attack speech and bin Laden’s post-attack statement (though, being filmed during the day, it was clearly made before the nighttime raids) reveals that both men are saying essentially the same thing. In what follows, I have simply cut and pasted comments from each individual’s speech, usually with no altercation. Where I have made changes, I have done so only for contextual clarity, with inclusions indicated with brackets and omissions with ellipses. In addition, I have not indicated the individual sources. For most examples it will be obvious, but for some, its eerily similar.
To begin with, both sides see themselves as the liberatorand defender of freedom while calling the enemy an oppressor:
Each side accuses the other of killing innocents:
Each side has given its demands unequivocally:
In the case of non-compliance, each side has explained the consequences:
“Terrorism” is the key term in describing each others’ actions:
Each man sees the situation as the definitive “us-them” battle, with no middle ground:
Each leader has made a call for support from his people, no matter what the price:
(Recall that the Taliban leader recently pledge to sacrifice 2 million lives to defend Afghani freedom.)
And, as is the case in every war, each side has made an appeal to God and believes that God is on its side:
With two equally stubborn, stupid individuals at the forefront of this conflict, there can be little doubt that a horrific conclusion lies somewhere in the future.
The attacks on New York and Washington have called into question many things that until now had been taken for granted, such as the safety of life in the United States and the level of hatred some feel towards America. Now that some time has passed, even more urgent questioning is taking place.
The initial shock seems to have worn off and everyone is left asking who did it, why, and what should be the proper response, without the roar of emotions everyone felt in the initial days after the attacks. Immediately after the attack, the initial answers to those questions were more the consequences of emotion, anger, and pain than the result careful thought. Hopefully, most people now realize that it is indeed time for careful thought and not emotive reactions. To that end, I offer my own answers to those three questions that seem to be plaguing everyone.
The first question everyone thought was probably something along the lines of “Who would do such a thing?!” In the days immediately following the attacks, the then-unknown perpetrators were completely vilified. The general consensus seemed to be that they were not human beings in any real sense of the word. They were monsters. Bush continually called them “evil” and the rest of the administration referred to the in similar terms. Those who did not go so far as to say they were the epitome of evil at the very least thought they were very sick individuals, people in dire need of mental help. Sick and demented, in other words.
Yet they were human beings. Indeed, they were “normal people” in many ways. They all undoubtedly had hopes, worries, and fears; they all probably loved their mothers with great devotion; they laughed occasionally (as evidenced by the suicide note found in one attacker’s luggage); they felt weak and frail (again, as shown in the suicide letter). They were like me in many ways, I’m sure.
How they differed, though, is in the grounding of their worldview. The ultimate reality for them was Allah. Reading the things left behind by the attackers, one cannot possibly deny that for them, Allah’s will was everything. They were devout and strict – so much so that they were willing to give their lives to fulfill what they felt was Allah’s will. I of course cannot answer whether or not it was Allah’s will, nor can anyone else. I can say that I certainly hope that the most powerful being in the world wouldn’t require or even condone such actions, but that is a question beyond my finite abilities to answer. The point, though, is that they felt it was Allah’s will; they felt they were doing their religious duty; they thought they were pleasing God. It seems that most followers of the three monotheistic religions should give at least a grudging respect to these men’s devotion. The outcome was tragic, but single-mindedness with which they pursued their goal is strangely admirable. If we were to try to eradicate world hunger with the kind of devotion they had, everyone would be well fed by week’s end. [1]
Even before most people began asking, “Who would do such a thing?” the Bush administration had already decided Osama bin Laden was responsible. At first his name was mentioned couched in words that seemed to soften the fact that he was immediately assumed guilty. Bush and others didn’t want to be seen as acting in violation of that most-American judicial assumption of innocence before being proved guilty. Soon, however, the niceties were dropped and it was generally assumed that bin Laden was responsible. All eyes then shifted to Afghanistan where the Taliban was hosting him and his organization, and this led to the crisis that seems only to be increasing.
It is here that the Bush administration seems to be failing most miserably. Bush has demanded, “Hand over bin Laden.” The Taliban, in response, has made a very reasonable demand: provide evidence that bin Laden is responsible. Yet the Bush administration seems completely unwilling to do such a thing. “No!” it seems to cry, “Our demands are not negotiable! Hand him over or be destroyed!”
It’s more than a little disturbing that Bush in fact was demanding bin Laden’s extradition before the BBC was reporting that the FBI had announced that it finally had proof of the attackers’ ties to bin Laden’s organization. Guilt was assumed from the beginning, and that assumption (however logical it might be) has informed all of Bush’s actions.
Yet is the United States asking for something it would be willing to do? What if another country were to demand the extradition of some American on charges of terrorism, but refused to provide any evidence? It is doubtful that the US would be willing to hand over the accused. Yet that is exactly what it is demanding of the Taliban. What if, further, this country seeking to try an American gave the American leadership an ultimatum: hand over the accused or face attack? How would America respond? Probably in a manner similar to the Taliban: “Any attack will be seen as an act of war and we will respond accordingly.”
One might respond to this line of reasoning that the two situations are completely dissimilar. “Bin Laden has been accused of a most heinous crime, of killing thousands of innocent people, of committing an unbelievable injustice – in short, of being a terrorist. America would never protect anyone accused of doing such a thing!” So some might argue, but the argument brings to the table one of the most critical points of this whole crisis, and that is the definition of terrorism itself. America seeks to try bin Laden on charges of terrorism, as America and the rest of the Western world defines “terrorism.” But is it not inconceivable that certain acts America has committed or financed could be defined as terrorism?
What about its support of oppressive regimes such as Pinochet in Chile and Marcos in the Philippines? What about the enforcement of embargoes against countries that result in millions of people being pushed to the brink of starvation while leaving the people the U.S. is trying to punish completely untouched? What about its unquestioning support of Israel (which has included providing weapons, training, and information) in the Middle East conflict? What about the simple fact that America is the only nation in the world to use a nuclear device in a non-testing situation? What about its carpet bombing in Dresden and Cambodia knowingly resulted in the deaths of thousands of civilians? What about the help America provided oppressive regimes to overwhelm democratically elected governments simply because the former espoused capitalism and the latter communism (I’m thinking here of Central and South America)?
These are just the potential “sins of commission.” One could also argue that America has committed several sins of omission. This is particularly true when one thinks about American intervention in Kuwait in the early 1990’s. George Bush (and others after him) explained the action as one of humanitarianism – saving the Kuwaitis from the horrors the Iraqis were committing. While this may very well be true, it doesn’t hold well when one considers all the other atrocities that America has set back and allowed to happen: in Rwanda, Cambodia, and Bosnia, for example, there was attempted genocide. For several years now the Taliban has been committing the most atrocious human rights violations. During the Second World War, America knew of the Nazi’s genocidal actions and did nothing about it (i.e., destroying the death camps). America sat back and watched while Pol Pot and Idi Amin destroyed their own countries, killing thousands. The point is this: if the American intervention in Kuwait was a truly humanitarian effort, then America should have also stepped in and tried to stop all these other horrors. But Kuwait has something that Cambodia, Europe, and central Africa don’t have: oil.
So whether by omission or commission, America has done plenty of things that others could easily regard as unjust, or even “terrorist.” American relations with Iraq and Iran provide a good example of something that someone might label as “terrorist.” For a while it suited America’s interests to support Saddam in his war with Iran, and all the while he massacred Kurds in his own country. His regime did to the Kurds what they later did to the Kuwaitis. Why didn’t America do something about Saddam then? Because he was useful. He severed as a distraction for Iran. When Iran was busy fighting Iraq, it couldn’t devote as many resources to sponsoring terrorism against the West. Problem solved. And in the meantime, thousands and thousands of innocent people were killed in a senseless war America helped sponsor. Now America has switched positions – Iran seems to be a little more moderate, so we can now play them against Iraq. One can say, “Well that’s because Iran is now a more humanitarian, less repressive regime, and we’re rewarding their changes with a new openness toward them.” That might be so, but that’s not the point – the point is that throughout all this, Iraq has been an oppressive, murderous regime, and America only did something about it when the threat spread beyond its borders. America created Saddam Hussein, and when he was no longer convenient, America destroyed him.
The reason I’ve been putting the words “terrorist” and terrorism” in quotes is because it is, after all, a relative term. One man’s terrorism is another’s patriotism. This leads to the second question people have been asking – “Why?” Though no direct information is available, it seems reasonable to assume that these individuals who attacked New York and Washington did so because something America did provoked them. This is not to say that America got what it deserved, and that this justifies or excuses the attacks. I’m simply saying that people do not commit acts of this horrific magnitude without extreme provocation (at least provocation in their eyes). In attacking the Pentagon and World Trade Center, these men felt they were righting a wrong, that their act was an attempt to bring about justice. In other words, these men acted in response to a perceived injustice, something they might also have labeled “terrorism.” Whether or not America meant to, it has done something that has angered many people in the world enough that they are willing to sacrifice everything to enact some kind of “justice.”[2]
This is where things start getting really interesting, though; where our common humanity comes into sharpest focus. The same kind of rage that Americansfelt immediately after the bombing (and many still feel, certainly) must surely be similar to what drove these men to do this. No one in the American mainstream media (from the limited bit I get) seems to be admitting let alone discussing this. Some senator said, “We’ve got to be somewhat irrational in our response. Blow their capital from under them.” Yet however “just” that might seem to Americans, Afghanis would feel the same pain and resentment toward America that some Americans now feel toward them. As Salon magazine put it, “You might as well hand out box-cutters and directions to Kennedy Airport to every kid in Afghanistan unto the third generation.”
Our common humanity is evidenced in other ways as well:
This brings us to the final question: what should America do? The temptation at first was for me to frame that question as “what should America do in retaliation,” but that begs the very question I’m raising: should America retaliate? It is at times like this that at least a tinge of nationalism touches most people and even the most liberal critic in America probably, for at least a moment, would have answered unhesitatingly affirmatively. But one thing is certain: unless America can somehow convince the world that bin Laden is responsible for the attack and it is an unjust act that deserves punishment, whatever America does will only provoke another attack.
One thing America should certainly do but seems unwilling to do is provide evidence to the world at large that indicts bin Laden in this attack. Yet the objective itself of Operation Infinite Justice (as the Bush administration is calling it) โ capture and try bin Laden in a court of law – ensures that America will not provide such evidence (and this in turn will create more motivation for terrorism). [3] In the effort to capture bin Laden, America will commit acts a, b, and c. These three acts will be justified, no matter what they are, simply by saying that they were done in the pursuit of justice. Even if act b is the accidental killing of 500 civilians, it will still be “covered” by the “pursuit of justice” clause. One act (of omission, certainly) may well be the starvation of thousands of civilians. Another might be the re-creation of a power vacuum like the one that, upon Soviet retreat, led to years of civil war. This would be the same as destroying the country, and Bush has already told us what the results of that would be โ leave it alone, because we’re “not into country-building.”
Now my main point is this: these three acts are defined as ultimately just because they lead to the capture of bin Laden. But what if someone decides these very three acts are “acts of “terrorism?” What if only 5,000 Afghanis die of starvation because of this war (a number that seems ridiculously low in early October) and the leadership of Afghanistan wants to try George Bush on charges of terrorism? What will America do? Laugh, basically.
What if any country demanded an American citizen for trial but provided no evidence? America too would be unwilling to give up the accused person.
This is the main reason why Bush is unwilling to capitulate to the Taliban’s very reasonable demand: give us evidence. To this point, as far as I can tell from the news, the United States has refused. It has said, “Our demand is non-negotiable.” What if any country demanded an American citizen for trial but provided no evidence? America too would be unwilling to give up the accused person.
And this leads to exactly why the U.S. will never provide the evidence. If it does so, and the later some country does the same to the US, it will be obliged to turn over the accused. In other words, it has to play fair. It has to realize that it’s not always right, that its citizens and even government do things that other find reprehensible. And of course America has committed acts that others define as terrorism, but I highly doubt it will be willing to turn over anyone for trial in another country as it’s asking the Taliban to do. Especially without evidence.
It’s precisely this selfish, biased behavior that leads others to hate America. America, like any other country, has always acted in its best interests. Even the greatest acts of generosity America has committed have been inspired out of national interest. The rebuilding of Europe after World War Two, for example, was not an act of charity. It was a way to make sure that another regime with visions of global (or at least European) domination didn’t arise from the rubble just as the Nazis had arisen from the ashes of World War One. No one individual or nation does a single thing from purely selfless motives. Even the greatest martyr gets some sort of personal satisfaction out of her death.
It seems clear, then, that the answer is not simply retaliation. You don’t calm an angry dog by kicking the shit out of it every time it bears its teeth. If America (and the Western world as a whole) truly wants to stop these types of things from happening, it has to take into account what causes the conditions that make people feel this way.
The answer to the question “what to do” lies in the very facet of human nature that led these men to attack Washington and New York and may well lead America to attack Afghanistan, and that is human’s tendency toward dualistic worldviews. And with dualism, it’s really a matter of perspective. Some see all of America’s actions as just; others see all their nation’s actions as just. There are few people in the world who say, “We as a people and a nation are bad โ inherently evil, in fact โ and we just want to wreck havoc on the world.” Everyone sees themselves as the good-guy. But everyone can’t be the good-guy all the time. There have to be bad-guys, and I think most Americans are unwilling to admit that their country has ever been a bad-guy. Much like Islamic extremists are unwilling to admit that their country has ever been a bad-guy. “We’re backed by God’s justice.” “We’re backed by Allah’s justice.” Both statements can’t be right.
This dualistic view that so many people seem to have โ on both sides of any given political coin โ will do nothing but encourage and fuel such actions as we saw on 11 September. Americans have to be willing to look at themselves and say, “What could we have done that could have possibly resulted in someone feeling such fury towards us?” In other words, they have to walk a mile in others’ clichรฉ moccasins. Are those on the other side going to do the same? I don’t know. Maybe they would continue to be close-minded, but their close-mindedness would never justify our own.
If America provides an equal response, that’s exactly what it will get โ more of the same. People who share the same views and opinions as those who committed the attacks will see America’s action as something that needs to be avenged, and will strike again. America will hit them again and say, “Justice has been done.” They’ll feel injustice has been done, and hit America back. Sort of like how practical jokes seem to spiral out of control. In this case, though, the consequences (for both sides) are a little more dire than short-sheeted beds.