Matching Tracksuits

I forget about it before every visit, but it’s the one thing I have the most trouble adjusting to when going to Poland in the summer: the sun rises ridiculously early. Part of this is because of how far north Poland is, and part of it is how far east it lies in its time zone.

When we arrived, the sky was turning bright well before four and the sun was shining brightly by a little after four. For someone like me who has great difficulty falling asleep when there’s significant light at all, this sleep blinders or some creative alternative.

This morning, I woke up, saw that there was no light coming through the window, remembered I was back in America, and realized I had no idea what time it was. I was fairly well-rested and didn’t feel as if I’d awakened after a short doze. If I woke up like that in Poland, I would know it was probably two or three in the morning.

I glanced at my watch and seeing that it was six thirty, realized I probably wouldn’t be going back to sleep. For my body, it was noon. Sure, I’d going to bed at something like five in the morning body time, but I guess noon was the latest I could sleep. And the same went for L. And for E. Which meant that it soon enough meant the same for K.

We always leave with such mixed feelings. On the one hand, everyone is looking forward to a return to normal rituals in normal places -- to a return home, in short. And yet, who really wants to leave Babcia? Who wants to leave a place filled with incredible paths for bike riding and adventures around every corner? Who wants to leave a place that is at the same time comfortably known and yet always new?

The final evening is filled with those bitter-sweet moments. We say goodbye to so many people, and we stand in the cool evening, kids playing, and chat as if it were just a normal evening in a normal summer -- nothing out of the ordinary. Just friends and family catching up on old and new times.

We all pretend it's just another departure, but it never is. A lot can change in two years. The little girl that L began treating like a little sister -- playing with her, protecting her, hugging her -- will no longer be the little girl she is. She'll be closer to E's current age. The neighbor girl L played with will be well into her mid-teens and perhaps not so thrilled about hanging out with a twelve-year-old.

All of this weighs heavy on Babcia, but she doesn't really say that much. Occasionally she comments on how sad it all is, running off back to the States after such a "short" visit. It's tough on her, I'm sure, returning to a virtually empty house, with just the regular noclegi guests, but she keeps it mostly to herself.

We go to bed a little worried about connections tomorrow. We arrive in Munich with only an hour and fifteen minutes to make our connection. In the past we had hours. Now, we're cutting it terribly close. There are certain advantages to that: we don't have to get up before we go to sleep in order to make the hour-and-a-half drive to Krakow. Yet that buffer -- I'm a little worried having kids in tow. Still, if we land on time, we should make it.